From the outside, I look great. Two beautiful girls here on earth and the best husband. It’s been 5 and a half years since we lost our sweet baby but it really seems like the other day. I just can’t seem to ever get it together. I keep thinking that this has to get better but it’s still so unbelievably fresh and I feel so broken. I’ve been in this site off and on since 2016 so just read stories but never posted. If anyone wants to unload and could use an understanding friend, I’m here. Armstrong2555@outlook.com