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Parents of lost babies and potential of all kinds: come here to share the technicolour, the vividness, the despair, the heart-broken-open, the compassion we learn for others, having been through this mess — and see it reflected back at you, acknowledged and understood.
Thanks to photographer Xin Li and to artist Stephanie Sicore for their respective illustrations and photos.
Someone suggested to me that we name our baby. I think it would be a good way for my to grieve and process the loss. My husband, on the other hand, is adamantly opposed. He says that giving the baby a name will be too hard and "make him more attached." I said I was fine with naming the baby on my own so that I could grieve; I just wanted to offer him the opportunity to help name the baby if he wanted. He said that he's super uncomfortable with the idea and he doesn't want me naming our first child without him. It's lead to a huge fight.
Has anyone else gone through this? How do you get your husband to understand that it was still a baby, even though he doesn't feel like a dad yet?