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I'm so sorry A. I've asked myself that same question time and time over the past three months. How did we get here. How did this happen to us (not that you'd wish this on anyone). How is this even real.
Life is just so unfair sometimes xx
Life is just so unfair sometimes xx
June 2, 2017 |
S
Oh A,
It is so unfair your daughter isn't here. The hows and whys and what ifs were my circling thoughts that kept me up at night those first few months. Almost two years out, I occasionally ask them... How is it she's not here? She should be turning two this month toddling around and making trouble. But the questions don't consume me anymore. I know what happened medically. I know that just as much as why me - why not me? I have accepted she is gone. My arms no longer physically ache. It still knocks me to my knees now and then, but I get up quicker.
It's just a horrible thing to go through and it changes you. I am sending you a big hug. So sorry you are going through this.
It is so unfair your daughter isn't here. The hows and whys and what ifs were my circling thoughts that kept me up at night those first few months. Almost two years out, I occasionally ask them... How is it she's not here? She should be turning two this month toddling around and making trouble. But the questions don't consume me anymore. I know what happened medically. I know that just as much as why me - why not me? I have accepted she is gone. My arms no longer physically ache. It still knocks me to my knees now and then, but I get up quicker.
It's just a horrible thing to go through and it changes you. I am sending you a big hug. So sorry you are going through this.
June 2, 2017 |
Kim
I'm so sorry A! I am feeling exactly the same as you right now. We lost our little girl 5 and a half weeks ago. It just sucks!! I want her back so much.
S, you are right, it's so unfair.
S, you are right, it's so unfair.
June 3, 2017 |
Gemma G
Thank you ladies for your replies. I agree, my head knows what has happened but my heart doesnt. I dont think I will ever accept it, it just should not happen and our babies should still be here. Thinking of you all.
June 4, 2017 |
A
Why did this happen to me, to my beautiful little girl. Im heartbroken.