This day is spent in much the same way every year since she died,

I come to work as I did then, I go to meetings, it's a normal day,

and like every year since, I read my emails from 15 July 2013,

I haven't deleted them,

baby list sent to my sister,

party plans for my son's birthday in August,

plans for finances with hubby for when the baby comes,

plans for a pizza lunch,

a normal day,

last normal day I ever had,

I read them over and over again,

It doesn't change,

Those plans were made,

she was there,

I was waiting...

My heart is hurting knowing how hard tomorrow will be for you. Be good to yourself, and do what you need to do to get through the day today, and tomorrow. Thinking of you Jo-Anne and your beautiful Zia this weekend.. xox

Thank you Mother to a Wild Rose, I just saw your message now.