I miss him so desperately this week, today, that I ache with it. I feel like my heart might fall to pieces all over again.

I've been sitting here staring at his picture for half an hour.

I know it's the same for all of you, or has been at some point. I just needed to say it somewhere where someone else can understand it and won't look blankly at me (or with pity) and say they are sorry because there is nothing else to say.

God, I miss my son. Oh, how I want him back again.

I feel it too Eliza, you arent alone. Here we sit, missing them, and somehow it connects us too. My love honey...

It isn't fair, Eliza. Not one bit of it. The absence. The emptiness. I wish there was some way to fill the void. Many hugs.

You are not alone. I wish he was here with you. Holding you from a distance.

thinking of you x

Thinking of you Eliza. xx

Thinking of you, sending hugs, and hoping it gets easier. I'm feeling the same way this week, missing her so so much. You're in my thoughts.

I know what you mean... the ache, the pain.

Thinking of you while you go through this. Hoping that you're able to find solace as you go through these emotions.

hugs,
Sarah

Oh Eliza. It does ache sometimes. Thinking of you and your son. xo

Eliza, I'm here aching too. Much love to you. x

Definitely here with you Eliza. In 5 hours it will be 8 weeks since Reid died and I am ready to crawl in bed and cry. The big empty space in my chest is aching horribly.